Sometimes all I want to hear is "I'm sorry".  And I wish that it was genuine and not just empty words spoken to appease me.

An empty hollow "I'm sorry" means that you'll do it again and nothing will ever change.

The only person who can change my life is me.

The myspace guy got his account deleted.

There is justice.

Once again, this jerk is using my pics on myspace. This is the third time he's done it. First time, he deleted his profile when I accused him. Second time, he just deleted my two pics when I sent him an email. This time, it seems he's intent on keeping my face pics up. I am not pleased. Feel report him on myspace or what have you.

http://www.myspace.com/ajl26

So I think Im going to buy a used certified 2002 Honda Civic LX Sedan tomorrow... anyone have any words of warning/own one?

I've had good experience with Hondas in the past. I know that this model suffers from loud highway noise. And the small engine means that its got a really slow pickup, which is dangerous on highways too... but with its safety rating, at least I have a better chance of surviving the crash. My first car. Wish me luck.

I ordered a new computer! I got a Dell, since everyone I spoke to said they're the best for my purposes, other than Alienware... Anyway, I got a refurb, with a warantee... with the following specs:

3.2 gig P4 with hyperthreading
1 gig RAM (Dual)
250 gig harddrive(7200)
256mb GForce 6800 video card
Soundblaster audio card w/dolby 5.1
CD rw (48x32), Dvd rw (16x)
Dual tv tuner w/remote
Wireless card
Minitower case

So, Im excited. Im not getting dual core, like I initially wanted, but hell, I doubt I really need dual core anyway. This is such a huge stepup from my current 1.7 gig, bugged out, loud, overheating piece of shit, Im so pleased. Cant wait!!!

>look in bag
In the thigh bag you see a lump of sickly green malachite, a silver-laced quartz, a deep blue tourmaline, a polished stone, a clear crystal shard, a small ilithi emerald, a blue Xibar topaz, a tear-shaped blue diamond, an oravir sliver, a small rose quartz, a small star ruby, a small ilithi emerald, a small yellow sapphire, a small green malachite stone, a small fire opal, a lump of dark amber, a white jade, a chipped alabaster egg, some silver-laced granite, a small light purple alexandrite, a small spotted egg, a medium turquoise stone, a small green sapphire, a stunning sapphire, a chunk of gold-laced granite, a small spotted egg, a small green malachite stone, a citrine stone, a piece of crystallized granite, a shiny gold nugget and a large star ruby.

>get xib top
The Xibar topaz cracks and turns into dust.

>gasp
You gasp!

Darkewolff sets about picking the brass crate...
A huge fireball erupts around Darkewolff, tossing him senseless through the air.
* Darkewolff was just struck down!
* Darkewolff is slain before your eyes!
Darkewolff's stout lockpick falls to the ground.

* Druesyllia was just struck down!
* Druesyllia is slain before your eyes!
Druesyllia's brass casket falls to the ground.

Sorn stops listening to Dinz.
* Sorn was just struck down!
* Sorn is slain before your eyes!
* Rhysus was just struck down!
* Rhysus is slain before your eyes!
Dinz stops teaching.
* Dinz was just struck down!
* Dinz is slain before your eyes!
Dinz's wooden crate falls to the ground.

The soft white glow fades from around Dinz.
* Ceindrech was just struck down!
* Ceindrech is slain before your eyes!
>

My journal is nothing but bitching and moaning, and I never talk about any of the fun, good times. Im going to focus on writing about good things, so that the bad things can be forgotten and not dwelled upon.

Well, that west coast asshole is using my pics AGAIN. New profile, and now he lives in Seattle apparently, not in LA. Still using my pics though, on his new profile.

http://www.myspace.com/ajl26

The Gentleman Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMm) Steady & mature. You are The Gentleman. For anyone looking for an even-keeled, considerate lover, you're their man. You're sophisticated. You know what you want both in a relationship and outside of it. You have a substantial romantic side, and you're experienced enough sexually to handle yourself in that arena, too. Your future relationships will be long-lasting; you're classic "marrying material," a prize in the eyes of many. It's possible that behind it all, you're a bit of a male slut. Your best friends know that in relationships you're fundamentally sex-driven. You're a safe, reliable guy, who does get laid. In a lot of ways, you're like a well-worn, comfortable pair of socks. Did you ever jack off into one of those? All the time. Your exact opposite: The Last Man on Earth Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Your ideal mate is NOT a nut-job. He is giving and loving, like you, but also experienced. Avoid the The False Messiah at all fucking costs. CONSIDER: The Gentleman, someone just like you. Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: Frostbytte

The universe is about to uncover a mythical race. A race believed to exist only in fairy tales and ancient prophecies.

A race rumored to possess unfathomable abilities.

A race destined to be the salvation of all living creatures.

A race known as humanity.

Any of you tall dudes out there know where I can get size 31 x 36 jeans that arent ugly? Preferably boot cut. I dont care how much they cost.

Saw Good Charlotte play last week. They sucked, but the opening band, Acceptance, was AMAZING.

Tonight, going to see The All-American Rejects. Yay. Cant wait. :)

Poll #484766
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What should I do about my housing situation?

Okay, I think Ima go to this show in NJ on April 30th, to see Further Seems Forever, Senses Fail, Starting Line, Early November, Midtown and... FALL OUT BOY (my fucking FAVORITE band). Tickets are like $28 bucks tho. But who cares, with that line up, its incredibly hot. Brand New is playing the day before, and Id love to go see them, but I think one day is enough.

http://thebamboozle.com/

stolen from mike12345 :
The Rules:
1. Take your playlist and hit shuffle
2. post a few lines from the top ten songs
3. as people guess the songs, strike out that entry.

1.  My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So wont you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury or wear as jewelry, whichever you prefer

2.  All insects sing tonight, the coldest sound
Id send God's grace tonight, could it be found...
I'll lay me down tonight, much further down
Watch stars go out tonight, on sinking ground

3.  Walking on the streets of DC, on the east coast where I live
Say whats your problem, whats with this angry kid

4.  Take me down, 6 underground, the ground beneath your feet
Laid out low, nothing to go, Nowhere a way to meet

5.  She wants to go home, but nobody's home
Thats where she lies, broken inside
Theres no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes, broken inside

6.  So if you care to find me, Look to the western sky
As someone told me lately, Everyone deserves the chance to fly
And if Im flying solo, At least Im flying free

7.  Well if you wanted honesty, thats all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go, its better off this way
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took...

8.  Bite my lip and close my eyes, Take me away to paradise
Im so damn bored Im going blind, and I smell like shit

9.  I met so many men and its like they're all the same
My apppetite for lovin' is now my hunger pain

10.  Where is your boy tonight?  I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he wont find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town

I just bought Neverwinter Nights Platinum for the PC. Im excited.

Also, I bought Minority Report, AI, and Jawbreaker to build my dvd collection.

All was purchased using the gift card I got at work. Score.

Today I bought a tv stand from the Salvation Army. Its not even broken or anything! It pleases me to save money.

Well, mrpunk2u made me think of this.  So I'll list them here.  Here's my list of Christmas Songs that Dont Suck.

1. Blink 182 - Christmas Song
2. Fenix TX - Felix Navidad
3. Homegrown - Christmas Crush
4. Less than Jake - Grandma Got Run Over by a Reindeer
5. MxPx - Christmas Day
6. No Doubt - Oi to the World
7. Pennywise - Christmas in Hell
8. Simple Plan - My Christmas List
9. Scott Murphy - Scottie 4 Xmas ( sakeforfake gave this to me last year)
10. Weezer - The Christmas Song
11. Zebrahead - I Hate Christmas
12. Another Man Down - Dreydl Song

Much of this is thanks to my girl Michelle, so I owe her mad props, not that she can read this, but hey, she deserves it.

Im about to finish the sixth book in the Dune series. Anyone have any other suggestions for any sci-fi books in particular that I should read? Or really, any book. I want to read the David Sedaris books, but other than that I dont know. Im an avid reader, so give me some suggestions.